今天开始了新的一份工作，严格来说只是换了个地点而以。到nilai 教琴真的是另小弟有点惊吓。怎么说呢？之前教的都是一般我们会看到的人-小孩- 但是来到这里 完全是。。。和往常 一样，还是很多的小孩学琴但是他们原来都是讲英文的哦而却大部分是马来人！好不可思议，因为我以为这里很乡下咧。。。 原来我错了！今天就被吓了两次， 第一个惊吓是我有一个学生是大约40-50岁的马来叔叔，第二个惊吓就是我有另一个比刚才更老的印度叔叔是我的学生。我教了两年的琴，真的是吓倒。。。我从来没教过大我那么多的学生。。。。好不同习惯哦。。。

我当时的想法就是。。"shit..what should I teach?? how should I teach them?"
希望能应付吧！

为什么？？

为什么？？ 难道做人真的是那么辛苦吗？对别人百般的容忍，迁就，忍气吞声。。就算你觉得你没错。。。 到最后最痛苦的还不是自己！可能别人还会把指头指向你呢！如果对别人以牙还牙，两败俱伤。。 大家不爽大家。。。如把气往自己肚子里吞， 气就往头脑飙，脑排出毒素，你就会比别人早死一点。。。

那到底如何才能找到平衡呢？ 我死先还是同归于尽？难道就不能有别的路了吗？退一步，海阔天空。。。大家都放下自己那份该死的面子，尊严不就好了吗？ 一意孤行，对你有好处吗？ 当事情处在一发不可收拾局面的时候，顽固，坚持自己的 原则等于自毁！ 你看懂了吗？？？

当下的我。。。

终于，我还是选择了用华语来写我的部落格。感觉较为亲切，写英文的就因为英文不好，语法也很有问题。

我期待的假期就要开始了，虽然还在考试期当中但在下的心情已经是所谓的“预期付款“，提早了！
大部分需要忙得也差不多忙完了。好开心！

好像去吃喝玩乐，但就没钱，所以这假期还是乖乖对着白里带黄的4幅墙，计划假期要练琴但不知自己会不会过分懒惰，结果就带着已僵硬，生锈和超不灵活的手指回去学校 见老师！

最近也遇到一些满另我讨厌和伤心的事情。然而，我选择了对所谓不愉快的事情不出声，压抑了自己内心愤怒和悲伤。解释 其实也起不了任何的作用，所以我还是觉得，沉默是最好的途径，就算不是你的问题，还是沉默最好！ 我有我态度，接受这个的我，要不然就请你离开！我想这样对大家都好！哈哈！

wish ; but

many things i wish to say, but i can't
many things i wish to share, but i don't know how to share
many things i wish to tell, but i don't dare to tell
many things i wish to do, but i can't do it
many things i wish to try, but i have no enough time
many things i wish i could, but i could not

3km/j on plus highway ?

On the way back from lumut, we decided to took Plus highway, out from Bidor toll heading back to KL. Once we out from Bidor toll and I was able to become a Formula 1 driver just for few minutes, then the 3km/j speed journey start...this is the worst jam i ever had ???? just a 20km distances but i had used about 5 hours to finished this journey. My God.... 5 hours jam....

24/2/2009 -Tuesday-1:16am

Suppose i should rushing my assignment on composing my music, English pop, Instrumental, Tutorial exercises, Presentaion and etc... But, i am just too stress and frustrated. I MUST do something else, so this is what i am doing - blogging- I wish to shout out loud now if i can, but it's 1:20am now, so I can't. I wish to give up my works but i can't cause I don't dare.

I really really stress up right now. All messy around, my brain went blank. I guess every field have it own difficulties but i guess other courses will never frustrate as music student do. If u ever have a friend who studying music then you will definitely understand.

The stress is really cannot be describe, the frustration that musician facing is undefinable. Btw, the moment, right now... 1.26am, danny is feeling like want to commit suicide or have an serious accident and pass away so that he can skip everything. But, danny is coward coz he dont dare to do that....Stupid??? but this is what he thinking right now...

ARGH....i wish i can calm down now....

p/s: the date and time i posted is the right one.....

The End
24/2/2009-Tuesday-1:30am

No Network Coverage?????

If u are a maxis/hotlink user, then i guess you should know what's the problem with it...
I am a digi and hotlink user, i used to be a digi user when i was in my secondary school as most of my friends are using digi. But, things change after we grad, everyone switch to hotlink. So, in order to save cost, so it is better switch to hotlink/maxis as well. Hotlink used to having a good network coverage but I just don understand why recently it could be like that...maxis/ hotlink is kinda annoying... argh….

Well, when the time u wan to send a sms or even make an outgoing call to someone...always u can't reach or u cant send the msg to your friends. Doesn’t it is irritating??

Poor services, always with the network coverage problem...always said there will be an updates and will having an interruption but does it improve the service after all those interruption?? I doubt that…

Digi/maxis?? "xxx always ur smartest choice" ?????
haha...