sad....

well, wanted to sleep, but something was in my mind which make me can't really sleep or making myself not to sleep. I miss those days when I was still doing freelance job, this current job have taken all my time. I have no more time to spend with, I felt so sad though, really sad. Used to talk a lot, share a lot, but it won't be happen anymore. Everyone have their own thing to care and bother about, we are no longer like last time. I do really feel sad, but what can I do? I do hope that I am towards a more positive side, but the recent me, I can't.. hopeless and helpless...may be I should get used to it and making myself to get used to it? I just don't know, I am mood less..