Worried, it spread...

I started to worry about my future. Yea, it is suppose a holidays where I should go find jobs, practice piano for my coming recital. HOWEVER, all this doesn't really making me feel bad. What make me feel bad is that I start to worry about what could I do after my graduation?

Do I able to earn enough income to own a car?

Do I able to earn enough income to own a house?

Do I able to earn enough to get what I want?

Do I really earning money?

Do I able to SAVE money?

Yes, I am working as a freelancer, I do enjoy working as a freelancer as time doesn't restricted me from having my own little sweet time but yet I am not sure how long I am able to sustain to support my living. On the other hand, I do not like to work according to hours (office hours) it's really killing for me at least.

It really freaking me....I feel really depress at this moment. I AM REALLY WORRY....